Monday, December 31, 2012

Reality...

He said, she denied
He was empty, she was regretful
He was begging, she was praying
He was tearful, she was crying

He was before, she was after
He was hoping, she was mourning
He couldn't stop, she couldn't move
He was mad, she was sad

He wants to watch, she wants to hide
Everything in LOVE
Which is neither a dream
Nor a reality.


 

Sunday, December 16, 2012

Insecure...



I was falling for you
Was waiting to elite
Amidst the good and bad
Between the Crest and trough

Yet you wasn’t sure
Don’t know, why
But, At that point
I don’t wanna lose you

I beg for something
That something called love
You were rich with that
But surely was insecure.

Friday, October 19, 2012

As Of Yours...




Amidst the crowd, of millions
Between the lines, of nuances
I had seen you fighting
For simplicity and innocence

As a traveler along those roads
I had tried to be your companion
But whenever I tried
Got flunked and remarked

I know, I was lacking somewhere
And want to improve at a point
The only  point , where my thoughts  are clear
But not pure, As Of Yours.


Thursday, September 27, 2012

जिंदगी की दौड़...


जिंदगी की दौड़ मे
एक हाथ ढूँढने चले 
रास्ते सबके थे अलग 
फिर भी साथ ढूँढने चले 

कुछ जल्दी थी सबको जाने की 
मंजिल को जो पाना था
सही और गलत के अंतर से
दूर जो सबको जाना था 

कोशिश मे साथ निभाने की
सब पास आते गए 
मंजिले थी अलग अलग
पर साथ साथ जाते गए |







Monday, August 20, 2012

Lopsided...

First, we met
Then talk
And laugh

Then curious
And happy

Then misapprehensions
And worries

Then possessiveness
And fights

Then crying
And depression

Then Ending
And now, life seems lopsided.


Wednesday, August 15, 2012

Bathing...


I was scared
And alone
I was silent
And fearful

I was waiting
And trembling
I was cold
And thoughtless

Life was meandering
And I was lost
I need something
Which can calm

 It was raining
And I was bathing
As a crying ally of sky
Because I know  the pain of loneliness.



Friday, July 20, 2012

याद तुम आ रहे बहुत |


एक साथ का वादा तो
वो सितारे भी निभा रहे है 
जो हर रात रोशनी ओड़े 
मुझ पर छा रहे है |

बस तुम हो की 
न जाने कहा छुप गए हो 
वादा करके दोस्ती का 
भीड़ मे कही दुक गए हो |

आजाओ सामने, की 
बात ये ठीक नहीं 
चले गए तुम दूर कहाँ 
मै तो आज भी खड़ी यहीं |

झुकी है पलके 
आंसू आज बह रहे बहुत 
आज है ख़ुशी का दिन  
की, याद तुम आ रहे बहुत |

Monday, July 16, 2012

Friends...














I wished to fly
And you became my feathers

Whenever, I want to flow
You were all around like zephyr

Even though, I don’t speak much
Yet you understand everything through my eyes

Those times, when I felt low
You were always there to hold me

We used to fought on petty things
But always ended up laughing

Anywhere, I failed
You were there to celebrate

Sometimes, life seemed uneasy
But you protected me from all

Now, recalling every little thing, I feel proud that
We are not lovers, but actually, FRIENDS.

Sunday, July 8, 2012

Balloon...


I want to fly
Fly high like balloon
Being light and colorful
Want to move along sky

Am not a bird
With wings and feathers
And don’t wanna have something
Which when broken, will leave me with tears

Being a living being
I have to care about emotions
Even being kind, sometimes it hurts
So, why to have a messy heart

Will be ok to be a balloon
So if anybody will hurt
Only air will come out
Leaving no tears and pain inside.


Thursday, June 28, 2012

Little Divine...



In the meandering
Path of life
My little dear heart
Your shine always rife

You are neither dubious
Nor holding anything bad
You are true with deeds
So, there is nothing to afraid

You behaved calm in crowd
And have equal faces for all
My mind might be calculative
But you behold it during fall

Reflecting only colors of love
You are crystal like pristine
Didn’t searched god anywhere
As you always acted little divine.

Tuesday, June 19, 2012

Give him some time...


I was astonished to see
Fallen hearts on ground
Which were thrown by
The victims of betrayal

Those hearts were tored up
Were played like toys
Were broken down badly
And were left to die out

They were filled with sadness
And the agony of loneliness
Which made the pain unbearable
So were detached apart

But, I collected them softly
Gathered all, And told them
That they are not alone
There are, so many alike

There is a beautiful life behind
Which can be revived back
Just, Trust the almighty
And give him some time.


Wednesday, June 13, 2012

Wanting...



Its wanting or greed
Why I am still in prison
Of your thoughts
Even you had let me freed
                    
You will never gonna speak
That you want me back
But you don’t know that
These thoughts letting me weak

I wanna come out
I want to detach now
But something had
Bounded me near about

At least you could have told
The way you feel
I wanna know about
The wanting still unfold.


Friday, June 8, 2012

Ordinary...






















Ordinary faced kid
As every child is special
I too look cute.

Thursday, May 31, 2012

My little cute...


My little cute, Supu
You, the only alive Angel 
Who loved me unconditionally 

You never imposed 
Any burden and conditions
And didn't expected any returns   

You never hated me
For any misbehavior or
Any wrong doings

You didn’t scolded me
For any failures
And rejections

You never parted me
For my religion, color
And creeds

You never looked over
My face, lifestyle or
Any differences

You neither made my fun
Nor interfered or contributed
To my sufferings

You never have any problem
Whether I love somebody else
Or only you

You never knew
How cute you are, but I know
You are the cutest one

We both did’t knew that
Either I was your kid
Or you were mine

But only thing I know is
You are a purest soul
And am proud being a part of your life. 


















P.S.-  Supu is a real kitten, who used to reside at my previous home, we left there one year earlier and i miss her a lot.

Sunday, May 27, 2012

मै और वो ...












एक शाम सुहानी आई है
कुछ याद पुरानी लाई है 
एक कहानी आज सुनाती हू
कुछ बातें आज बताती हू 
मै बिना विचारे बोलती थी 
वो सुन के सोचा करता था 
मै गीत पुराने गाती थी 
वो मुझ पर गीत बनाता था 
मै बच्चो के संग खेलती थी 
वो टोलियाँ ढून्ढ के लाता था 
मै तितली सी इठलाती थी 
वो मुझे देख मुस्काता था 
मै बारिश मे झूमती गाती थी 
वो बादल पास बुलाता था 
मै सीपियाँ खोजती रहती थी 
वो रेत के घर बनाता था 
मै फूल गुलाबी चाहती थी
वो फूल गुलाब के लाता था 
मै कांच की चूड़ियाँ खनकाती थी 
वो हर रंग की चूड़ियाँ लाता था 
मै ज़िन्दगी मे खुशियाँ ढूँढती थी 
वो मुझ मे ज़िन्दगी देखता था |

Sunday, May 20, 2012

Black and White...



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Yesterday, I met a fairy
She was looking stunningly beautiful
But to offer her, I only had a question
Which am carrying, Since childhood

I asked her, Dear fairy
You have all magical powers
And you are so beautiful
Why you are always seen in white?

She smiled softly 
And with all kindness and love
She replied
I can’t paint myself colorful
When your eyes are black and white.

Monday, May 14, 2012

Neither Nor...


Neither he was cheating
Nor she was trusting
Here was the breach

Neither he was close
Nor she was far
Distance changes with time

Neither he was moving
Nor she was stagnant 
Life slowly passed aside 

Neither he was accepting
Nor she was avoiding  
The problem was the same

Neither he was initiating
Nor she was responding
The days passed blankly

Neither he was willing
Nor she was leaving
Situations made them hard

Neither he wanted to hold
Nor she wanted to give up
Something bounded them together

Neither they were lovers
Nor were the friends
The relation was Empyrean. 

Monday, May 7, 2012

Depression...



















I entered his room and called him up
To come outside, It’s raining here
But to him, nothing matters much
And rain was a fear

He was hiding himself
Alone in the room
With a decrepit heart
As just had gone through doom

He was touching and reading
Some letters again and again
The letters from past
Reflecting his love and pain

Around him, I had seen
Some empty bottles of beer
He tried them, with heavy heart
When missing someone near

On his left hand
He had some marks of cuts by knife
Which were revealing the truth
That he was tired of his life  

I came out, blank from there
Remembering, how funky he was
Who used to made everyone cheerful 
  With his chirpy talks and crass

It is what love had returned him
A Gift  of misery’s possession
Letting a lively sweet boy
Into death of depression. 



Monday, April 30, 2012

A Promise...



When everything
Was fickling around
I was scared to
Loose someone there

The Circumstances were dubious 
And almost everything changed a bit
But there was something stagnant 
And that was, A promise

A promise by me and you
Which was heart felt true
A promise of affection 
Which smile with reflection 

A promise to be best friends 
With no rules and amends 
A promise of Trust
In which togetherness was must

A promise of care
Which was silent yet fair
A way to live together
And A promise to love forever.























Saturday, April 21, 2012

I pray...



I know
You love me

I wish
We could be together

I cry
When I miss you

I regret
For the circumstances

I miss
The days with you

I sigh
When am alone

I dream
For all lives with you

I like
Everything about you

I hope
One day you would be mine

I live
When I see a smile on your face

I think
Always for your wellness

I love
The way we are best friends

I pray
And will always pray for your happiness.

Friday, April 13, 2012

तेरा साथ मिल जाये ...


फिर से जीने है कुछ सपने 
बस तेरा साथ मिल जाये 
बढ जायेंगे कदम अपने आप 
बस तेरा हाथ मिल जाये |

तुम ही कहते थे ना
बस यू ही हँसती रहा करो 
तुम खुश रहती हो तो 
मै भी खुश हो जाता हू |


फिर, अपनी खुशियों को अधूरा छोड़कर 
चले गए, तुम दूर कहाँ
जानती हू, सबकुछ पाकर भी 
ढूँढ़ते होंगे बस मुझे वहाँ

तुम ही कहते थे ना मुझसे
साथ रहना हमेशा मेरे 
फिर क्यों नही ले गए अपने साथ 
मै भी संग रहना चाहती थी तेरे 

फिर से कहना है तुमसे बहुत कुछ 
बस एक बात मिल जाये 
चल, फिर से शुरू करते है सिलसिला 
बस तेरा साथ मिल जाये |


Saturday, April 7, 2012

Differences...


See, Here I am
All alone, thinking about
What u said one day
That, we both are different

Earlier, You always wanna be with me
And wanna see me happy
But, the reflections of changing time
Let you feel that we are different

But don’t you think
We are same enough
To talk and laugh
To sing and dance

To care each other
And make our dreams alive
To pair together
For love and life

Can't you forget all differences
And be with me again
Please come, am waiting here
With all my heart and soul
For my truest love ever.


Saturday, March 31, 2012

Changed...















I was happy
And content with life
But now, have become nonchalant
And penurious

Used to smile
Every time and everyday
Now, my face waits for months
Being happy and cheered

My eyes used to be candid
And glitter with shine
But now, they had gone sick
With fears and tears

I used to visit different places
Roaming here and there
Now I feel scare in mob
And sit blank in dark

Earlier, I love to dance
Whenever it rains
But now, I fear of it
And try to hide myself alone

I was a talkative one
And used to babble a lot
Now I have become unresponsive
And gaze faces sulky

My naughtiness and cuteness
Were my sweetest qualities
But I don't know, where they had gone
And I search a kid within myself

Actually, all these had happened naturally
Because I had broken down badly
Believe me, I never wanted to be like this
And you still think, Am Changed.


Tuesday, March 20, 2012

My Queen...













Today, A red letter day
That will be remembered, only for me and you
Because a story will start today
Casting Smita and Monu

I was alone here
Leading a normal life
But now its changing magically
Because you are my upcoming wife

The day I saw you first
Your hair made me wild
And your twinkling eyes
Were as cute, as of a child

Your habits seems as if
You are still a kid
And am happy so far
To see things, whatever you did

We gonna make our lives colorful
With rampant effect
And its only possible
With you, my miss picture perfect

I will hold your hand
And gonna dance in the rain
And will let you feel like princess
Everyday, Again and again

At every step, I will be with you
And will take care of you well
And will try to lead a life
Which you dreamt to dwell

I will love you
In every little way, you wanted
And I promise you
Will never take you, for granted

I find God everywhere
But within you, I had actually seen
You are the love of my life
And will treasure you, as My Queen.



P.S.-- This one I wrote for the engagement ceremony of my teacher and friend Gaurang ( Monu ) and Smita .
And written in a way as Gaurang is saying all this to Smita.


Friday, March 16, 2012

सवाल...

जमाना उससे पूछता था 
कुछ अनसुलझे सवाल  
जवाब वो देता नहीं
खोया सा चलता था, लेकर एक ख्याल |
 
क्या इन लोगो का भी सबकुछ
उसी रास्ते पर लुट गया
जहाँ  चोर बेगानों को नही
अपनों को ही लूटा करते है
जहाँ अकेला पाते ही लोग
सवाल लेकर टूटा करते है |

वो सवाल जो उसके लिए कीमती
पर दूसरो के लिए व्यर्थ है
जवाब तो है उसके गूड़
पर जमाने के लिए बेअर्थ  है |

सब कुछ तो लुट गया
कुछ नही उसके पास, अब गवाने को
मत छीनो उससे जवाब
कुछ तो रहने दो, मन बहलाने को |

Saturday, March 10, 2012

तस्वीर ...
















खाली पड़ी है, एक तस्वीर 
चल, उसे रंगीन करे 
पुरानी पड़ी है, किसी कोने मे
चल, उसे नवीन करे |

मेने तो सिर्फ खीची थी लकीरे 
छुप गयी जो धुल से 
कूची ने उकेरा चेहरा सलोना 
मिल गया जो तुमसे भूल के |

फीका लगता है, बदरंग सा चेहरा 
चल, उसे हसीन करे 
खली पड़ी है एक तस्वीर 
चल, उसे रंगीन करे |