Unplanned Game

Was planning to write something since morning. Still one thing always common, want to write something and end up somewhere else.
Today also,,lets see

Unachieved, unadored, unquenched
Was planning to move ahead
Thoughts intermingled, swarmed, and get compiled
Plethora outcomes were realised
Days came and got amended
Amenable nexuses were formed
Everybody was at exultation
And me too
But with the game
Which was not planned.

still waiting...........

Feeling a bit scary today, even the whole day got tarnished , how to improvise on ? I never afraid much about it but for the first time get scared. The reason is also self produced. "HOW I WILL PROVE MYSELF."  Moving to flashback, i still remember, when i was a child, used to see other ones of same age, busy making their daily time table. I got astonished and my eyes blinked to make same for myself. I also took out a paper, copy that for myself, but never followed that, the reason being always happy being a mediocre. Never want a breakthrough that could be accentuated. The same question arise today also and no answers why should i aspire high?

a relative side of life..

Yesterday night, some thoughts came and i was amazed about the life's relativity. I felt two things in life are relative, one is creativity and other are  results .As i looked at creativity,its somewhat inherited but at the same time practice can boost it up.Some people are congenitally creative and can move anything to newer and unique level. Some people might thought that they are not creative at all,,but somehow they don't tried anything so far ,so they feel this.People might noticed one thing that,,your internal creativity come to existence only when you try it . It also get improved when you are in a skillfull peer group. Creativity is that when you break inner boundaries and do whatever you want and fulfill it, but in right direction.Second is about results. Some people might think its fortune that brings success,some feel that its hardwork.I also felt like later one,but some how your timing,person you are dealing with and the situations also matters.Hardwork is the most important factor but at the same time,
your luck(what it means is really paradoxical) a bit matters.The thing we have in our hands are hardwork and experiences. So its important to look at that side which we can see.