Heart...

It had been so many years now

But you never understood

That, you are a dumbo

You know why, because you are always proved wrong

Whatever you think or see

You always trust it

And believe that, its true

But it had not always been

Sometimes it seems, as if

You are just like a sweet kid

Or a little angel amidst the odds

Who even, didn't care

Whenever u considers yourself

You treat life as of a decade ago

But when it comes for others

Time on its own, run fast forward

Even though, most of the people

Had taken you for granted and cheated you

But you are so innocent

That you forgot everything and smiled again

You never blamed others

For whatever they did

And had always remained calm by

Showing that nothing had happened

Your trueness was stolen by many

And had been understood as weakness

That’s why people escaped out easily

Leaving you empty and vacant

But dear little, don’t worry  

It will make you strong and wise 

And will let you

More close to your self                

Oh my dear dumbo heart

Now I don’t want you to understand

About anything and anyone

Be you, only you, as always you are.

Retired...

He was strolling slowly

With sunken eyes

For a long journey

Which is, yet to be covered

Looking very far

Astonishingly

He slowed down

During the turns

He was trembling

With  some abrupt fears

Fear of hurdles

And Fear of age

With every step

He took ahead

He was brooding very hard

And felt fear of death

Looking at him

First, I thought

He was not in a mood

And had a bad day

But, gazing towards earth

With a drooped face

His wet eyes were

saying that am retired today.

Reality...

He said, she denied
He was empty, she was regretful
He was begging, she was praying
He was tearful, she was crying

He was before, she was after
He was hoping, she was mourning
He couldn't stop, she couldn't move
He was mad, she was sad

He wants to watch, she wants to hide
Everything in LOVE
Which is neither a dream
Nor a reality.


 

Insecure...

I was falling for you

Was waiting to elite

Amidst the good and bad

Between the Crest and trough

Yet you wasn’t sure

Don’t know, why

But, At that point

I don’t wanna lose you

I beg for something

That something called love

You were rich with that

But surely was insecure.

As Of Yours...

Amidst the crowd, of millions

Between the lines, of nuances

I had seen you fighting

For simplicity and innocence

As a traveler along those roads

I had tried to be your companion

But whenever I tried

Got flunked and remarked

I know, I was lacking somewhere

And want to improve at a point

The only  point , where my thoughts  are clear

But not pure, As Of Yours.

जिंदगी की दौड़...

जिंदगी की दौड़ मे

एक हाथ ढूँढने चले 

रास्ते सबके थे अलग 

फिर भी साथ ढूँढने चले 

कुछ जल्दी थी सबको जाने की 

मंजिल को जो पाना था

सही और गलत के अंतर से

दूर जो सबको जाना था 

कोशिश मे साथ निभाने की

सब पास आते गए 

मंजिले थी अलग अलग

पर साथ साथ जाते गए |

Lopsided...

First, we met
Then talk
And laugh

Then curious
And happy

Then misapprehensions
And worries

Then possessiveness
And fights

Then crying
And depression

Then Ending
And now, life seems lopsided.